It is spending the entire morning finding the right words
But then the occasion when it could’ve been sent, is over
It is opening a bottle so the alcohol will drown the wounds
But drowning before the first glass
It is having a perfect night of selfcare with the thought of actually sleeping
But finally in bed, eyes won’t close and minds won’t sleep
It is going to places because lord knows what or even better who might happen
But coming home with nothing but your heels in your hand and tears in your eyes
It is making a to-do list so life can get structured again
But ending up doodling a name over all your plans
It is agreeing to dates with your friends just so your eyes can get a glance of your non-ending hope
But ending up needing sunglasses
It is early mornings on the way to work thinking ‘maybe today I won’t forget my chores while daydreaming’
but coming home with a letter that reads ‘fired’
It is thinking after months ‘finally I am over it’
But to have one peek and fall off the endless cliff again
It is writing this poem thinking afterwards I will feel better and not so incredibly in love
But finding out this love isn’t temporary, it’s infinite
-it is an infinite crush
-but turning into real love
Hi, this is a poem I just wrote. My hands were aching to write a poem about this topic and this was the result. Hope you like it!
Like this? Read my previous poem: Lavet: a poem
Have a great day, don’t forget to smile and don’t let anyone make you feel insecure about being you because you are such a beautiful human being. Always be kind and enjoy the little things!
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