Poem: I apologize (but not really)

I apologize (but not really)

I apologize for screaming ‘stop’

When you kept calling me dumb

I apologize for pushing you against the door

When you hit me, again

I apologize for being sarcastic to you 

When you were always sarcastic

I apologize for ignoring you 

When you ignored me, once again, at the club 

I apologize for saying I’m better off without you 

When your blood has been mixed up with mine

I apologize for all the hurt I’ve caused

And all the tears I’ve cried

Wondering why you left or why you had stayed 

Wondering why when you hurt me, I still craved

I apologize, for not being that what you want me to be

I apologize

But not really 

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For more poems: 

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• I don’t quite understand (a story about self esteem and unrequited love)
• You probably wondered (a love story yet to be uncovered)
• You don’t understand 
• Drowning in waters
• Broken friendships make broken people
• Two separate roads who never cross
• Harmless crush
• The power of music

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